The Old Guard and Their BH Ride

March 4, 2020

Until you see your body doing something that your mind is trying to convince you that you can’t, you cannot know what it means to push your limits. Seeing this play out was, for me, a realization that I am the only thing limiting myself. I’ve been chasing that dragon ever since.

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The Thing About Demons

February 25, 2020

The thing about demons is that they never go away, no matter how much you try and bury them. I’m increasingly finding that the best way to handle pain isn’t to distract myself from it, but to embrace it.

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First race

February 3, 2020

The story of my first race is typical. I was way out of my element and had no idea what I was doing.

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January 30, 2020

You know what you need to do. Just do it.

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New isn’t better: Habitualizing and Valuing Ritual

January 29, 2020

A bike that shifts and runs correctly won’t fail you. Being fast and winning every night is damn near impossible, but your bike can be perfect every night with minimal effort. I appreciate people that know what they can control and act accordingly.

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Power vs Force

January 15, 2020

I have not felt this focused in many years.

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